I wrestled with my salvation for a long time. When I was 4 or 5; I asked God into my heart, but I did not mean what I was doing. I knew I did not want to go to hell, but I did not realize what it meant to actually follow him.
After waking up many nights thinking the Lord had come back and I was left behind, I asked my dad to help me understand what I needed to do to follow Christ. That night, at 13 years old, I made the decision to give my life to Jesus, with the full knowledge of what that meant.
Ever since that decision God has been with me. I have made some very horrible mistakes, but God has always been there to help me through the consequences and put be back on my feet. Life without Christ was unbearable, but through his grace I have been set free.
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