I was suicidal. I used to cut myself, it was the only way I felt anything besides emotional pain. I did not trust anyone and pushed everyone away that tried to get close
I’ve been fighting against Him for so long and finally realized I can’t do this on my own anymore. I need Jesus.
One night during a revival service I knew I couldn’t make myself better for God but had to accept that Jesus died for my mistakes. I asked Jesus to forgive me and
The problem is I had joined a church but I still did not know Christ. At that age I wasn’t trying to fool anyone, I just thought church membership equaled
I stopped eating, dated people that weren’t good for me, pushed everyone in my life away. I tried to fill the hole I felt in my soul with anything I could find.
Finally a guest speaker came and he taught the message in a way that convicted me and taught me that I can “play” church, but you need a personal
One evening in Mount Vernon, VA, I met a young man who asked me what would would happen to me if I were to die later that night.
I knew I needed to make Jesus Christ my everything. I needed Him to be my Lord and Savior.
I accepted Christ Jesus as my Savior when I was 7 years old…
I do remember having this feeling that if I died I wouldn’t be with my family, who was already saved, but most of all I remember not wanting to be eternally