I was dead in my sins and trespasses following the course of this world.
I believed the lie that all sin was the same, it didn’t matter, so I showed no restraint- the things I regret most happened during that time period.
Even though I grew up in church I knew I had done wrong, was selfish, and lived to do what I wanted to do…
I was asked by my youth pastor if I knew Jesus and I said that I did not know him.
“You’re going to Hell!” That preacher was pointing right at me.
I was filled with a lot of stress and had a gaping hole in my heart that needed to be filled…
I did basically whatever I wanted and just didn’t care about anything.
Even though I got saved at an early age, even though I grew up in a Christian home, I never cared about my decaying relationship with Christ.
After I claimed Christ, He took away my sins and gave me eternal life.
I felt that I was in a living hell and words could never truly explain the mental pain I was in.