I realized at that moment I had known all my life that I needed Jesus but had refused to follow Him in pursuit of my own desires.
I was doing drugs, (weed, alcohol, cigarettes, etc.) and I just didn’t care anymore. I had even thought about suicide more than once because I didn’t feel
I was doing drugs, doing unpure things with my body, cussing, all of it. I was doing everything leading me away from God.