I had a wife, house, cars, and everything that money could buy. But inside I was drowning in sin.
Since the age of five and an early exposure to pornography, I had become a little girl turned young girl looking for attention and affirmation.
No matter how good I tried to act or how well I did what I was suppose to do, it didn’t seem to fill the void in my life.
I can remember feeling the tugging of the Spirit in my heart and asking my parents to pray with me to ask God for forgiveness of my sins.
Before I came to know Jesus Christ, my life was very bitter, moving from relative to relative, friend to friend and not knowing where I was going to be tomorrow.
My heart was hurting and I felt broken inside, thinking, “How could I have a relationship with this man they call Jesus, when I never got to have a relationship
I always had an intellectual belief in God, but instead of living for him, I was living to impress others.
I was a child who was full of questions and anxiety. I remember laying in bed wondering what would happen if the house caught on fire?
But on one of those nights, when he asked at the end of the sermon if anyone needed to get saved, I knew in my heart that I did.
When I was very young, my family took me to church each week. We went every week, but that was all we did.