She asked me if I had actually asked God to come into my life and forgive me of my sins and be Lord of my life. I thought about it and realized I had not done that.
Feeling hopeless, helpless, and unwanted were my usual state and happiness never seemed to last long enough.
I was a Sinner, I was a Drug Addict, I was an Alcoholic…
I wasn’t bad by worldly standards, but by God’s standards I was a sinner.
I was what I though to be an average kid. I didn’t think that my life would amount to anything important.
I was dead in my sins and trespasses following the course of this world.
So many sins and so much forgiveness.
My life before before Jesus was a dark wondering path of emptiness. I would purposely skip church to avoid hearing about God…
Before coming to Christ my life was in a downward spiral…I was the kid with anger issues. Labeled as a troublemaker…
“I was sure I had time for the important decisions of life ‘when I was older’…That belief came crashing around me.”