I thought “If I am struggling to proclaim Christ as my savior, how real can my faith be?”
I made the decision to follow Christ when I was 13 years old…
I was 5 years old when I asked Jesus to save and lead me…
It wasn’t until I got to college that I realized that I had a blind faith.
Although I grew up in church I wasn’t saved until I was 12 on July 2, 2009.
She asked me if I had actually asked God to come into my life and forgive me of my sins and be Lord of my life. I thought about it and realized I had not done that.
Feeling hopeless, helpless, and unwanted were my usual state and happiness never seemed to last long enough.
I was a Sinner, I was a Drug Addict, I was an Alcoholic…
I wasn’t bad by worldly standards, but by God’s standards I was a sinner.
I was what I though to be an average kid. I didn’t think that my life would amount to anything important.